Today I took an hour long nap. When I woke up I felt like the devil. Sean came home and I snapped at him several times (I am sorry) and he finally said, "So, tell me about your day," (how nice is he?) to which I promptly replied, "Isn't it clear that I don't want to talk about my day? Next time it might be better to say something like, 'If you want to talk about it I'm here.' See how that gives me a choice? 'tell me about your day' sounds demanding!"
Yes. That is how awesome and reasonable I am. I hate it when I let my moods turn sour and say mean things to the people I love the most. I am thankful for a husband who is in control of himself enough to walk away from me when I am at my worst. Someday I hope to be a normal, civil person even on an off day or after an hour long nap.
For now I sit in my room feeling lonely and yet I don't want anyone near me.
There are times in my life when I feel like I am a crazy, possessed woman. This is one of them.

it's nice to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this :)
ReplyDeleteAcknowledgement is the first step of fixing a problem... :) I, too, have moments (weeks?) where I feel like this. So frustrating to not know what causes it, but the feelings are so REAL! Hope by now you are feeling better. Love ya!
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