Friday, May 24, 2013

Musings of a crazy woman

Today I took an hour long nap.  When I woke up I felt like the devil.  Sean came home and I snapped at him several times (I am sorry) and he finally said, "So, tell me about your day," (how nice is he?) to which I promptly replied, "Isn't it clear that I don't want to talk about my day?  Next time it might be better to say something like, 'If you want to talk about it I'm here.' See how that gives me a choice?  'tell me about your day' sounds demanding!" 

Yes.  That is how awesome and reasonable I am.  I hate it when I let my moods turn sour and say mean things to the people I love the most.  I am thankful for a husband who is in control of himself enough to walk away from me when I am at my worst.  Someday I hope to be a normal, civil person even on an off day or after an hour long nap.


For now I sit in my room feeling lonely and yet I don't want anyone near me. 

There are times in my life when I feel like I am a crazy, possessed woman.  This is one of them.

3 comments:

  1. it's nice to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this :)

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  2. Acknowledgement is the first step of fixing a problem... :) I, too, have moments (weeks?) where I feel like this. So frustrating to not know what causes it, but the feelings are so REAL! Hope by now you are feeling better. Love ya!

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